Today was a Turpid Tuesday

Oh my goodness gracious.
Today was very very off for me. Everything has been about upside down for me today. To start off, I fell asleep at about 1:15 am while on my laptop {in my bed} trying to send my portfolio to myself so that i can go to The Howler today and try for a photographer position. I didn't even know i was asleep until, the next thing I know its' 6:26 am my alarm had just turned on and I was just waking up. First off I acted like a maniac checking to see if i had pushed my laptop off my bed {thank goodness i didn't}. Then, I wanted to see if my portfolio had made it through {it had but i couldn't check due to my laptop running out of batteries} and also it was 6:26 in the morning. I was in no condition for all this self-induced commotion. After debating sleeping more or just getting up, plugging my laptop in, and getting ready, I chose to sleep. 7:18 am and I'm up again, now with the crunch of having to get ready in at least 10 minutes. To say the least this caused me to forget my glasses, not eat enough, and have slightly random shoes. {Last minute I decided to change my entire outfit that I had planned the night before. GENIUS I KNOW!!}

After all of that, today during tutorial, there must have been a BILLION bees! so of course, this happens on a day when I wear my yellow AA jacket {which i love even though it attracts bees of all sorts. or is it because I'm sweet like honey? haha}. I happen to hate bees. Although, i will not kill them, we still need them and i respect how much they help the earth.

Fast forwarding to about lunchtime, I start going into a mad panic because Janicedear and Tinadear were BOTH not there. It was scary and strange and veryvery unpleasantly different. I started to worry about all sorts of things, especially because i had not known that Janicedear was only missing because she had been off getting braces on her lovely smile. Tinadear is of course off in the East, getting interviewed for boarding school. Not only that, I followed all that more panic with a horrible math team test. Just horrid. Nothing more is needed.

Quite possibly, the only thing that could have saved my day was going into The Howler today and getting many good comments about my photos, and possibly a position as a photographer! Yet it was still extremely awkward seeing everyone crowded around the computer viewing my photos and having Shane interview me{only because he's usually such a goofball in the classes we have together}.

Oh but of course, school does not mark the end of your day. There are still those few hours between school and sleep where there is homework and chatting, and today Allen sent me a link to a really fantastic flickr. Of course seeing this just made me feel uber inferior, and knowing that the photographer is a straight A student and only a junior, makes it so much worse.

I'll get over it though. Owl city is currently healing me over. I just realized that many times when I blog I listen to the amazing Owl City, or music of a happier tone haha.

Love and clouds. xoxo