Hello Dollfaces,
Yes this blog was supposed to be yesterday, but I was too busy spending time with my dad and then with Tinadarling. I love her, I seriously do. <33
Anyways, I spent A LOT of this week shuffling through college emails, sites, and thinking about the future.
Oh.My.Gosh. It is so stressful thinking about the future. I don't know whats going to happen {
obviously}, but I mean more of like I don't know what to plan for the future anymore. What I want to be able to do is study to become a pharmacist, then after college move to a small apartment in Santa Monica or Venice Beach. While I'm there, spend my time going to the beach in the morning, eating at the small cafe down the street every Sunday. Drawing what I see, photographing it too, and living off of that for a while. Maybe even be an art teacher {I have had that experience before, and I think I want to try it again soon. We'll see.}. After all of that, see where it takes me, but be able to have the pharmaceutical education as a back up plan.
Well see I don't know if thats very practical anymore, especially because now I'm so worried about college. If I'll make into the college i want, with my grades {which I think are actually average, but definitely not good enough for say USC or something.} Maybe i should just focus on A) getting higher grades. B) getting my business a bit more off the ground. C)being more marketable {extra curricular and such.}. I know that for college, you should do something you love and try to get in for that reason, but pharmacy is something I'm actually interested in and maybe volunteering at a hospital or my dad's work wouldn't be so bad. It could help me in the long run, and maybe finally decide if its something I really want to be doing as I grow old. Also, you never know, I could find another school {like USC} that has both an arts and pharmaceutical department.
Love and tough decisions. xoxo